Saturday, October 07, 2006

Many sleepless nights,
scar my face with my face with dark rings,
lieing there and having dreams.
Why?
I met you,
I knew you,
I can't forget you.
Didn't know it could be so painful,
to know that you are there yet so far away.
Solace i get from reminiscing about the past we shared,
yet i don't know how long i can last from this turmoil.
I don't know how long i can last.
Maybe its time to forget.
Maybe,
if i see you less,
if i talk to you less,
if i get involved in other things,
things will change.
Never thought i would get so involved,
the feeling is bittersweet.
Hopefully i will last a little longer,
then it will be time to send things into memory.
These feelings cannot be expressed totally in words,
yet i hope it will suffice.